![]() One day I’m going to be telling my kids about high school and letting them look through my yearbooks and they’re gonna ask me who I’m with in those newspaper photos and I hope I’ll have more to say than “a friend I once had. This could be our last page and I’ve no idea how to end it You know about me tearing out the last pages of books before I read them because if you don’t read the last page the story never truly ends I’ve still got eleven dollars on that Olive Garden gift card your parents got me for Christmas. I’ll completely understand and take your silence as my answerīut if you miss me too or there is just a sliver of anything still there then we should have dinner It’s fine if you’ve moved on from me or you’re mad at me and never want to hear my voice or see me again I do hope that you have someone else that you’ve been talking too I’m betting you’ve moved on from my broken, insecure, and slightly dependent personality and found someone new or gone to someone old to confide in I spent every ring of the phone secretly hoping you’d pick up but also hoping you wouldn’t because I know you feel this pain too They say that someone’s voice is the first thing you forget I did end up calling you today and just hearing that 3 year old voicemail message with your voice had me in tears I miss automatically calling you whenever I needed to talk so someone or even just to hear your voiceĪnd I feel like a **** for letting it just end, “like this.” Memories of driving through the industrial park with all the windows down blasting some pop punk anthem we both screamed at the top of our lungs Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens, Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens, Brown paper packages tied up with strings These are a few of my favorite things. Or sitting in your backyard playing songs on that old acoustic guitar I miss things I never thought I would like laying on your basement bedroom floor I miss being able to trust someone with everything, even though I lied a lot at the end there Thought you should know that I do miss you My parents asked why we don’t hang out anymore 'My Favorite Things' from 'The Sound of Music' Show more Show more Show. It’s funny because whenever we talk about college she runs in to tell us that she’s going to Parkside just like you Phoebe Buffay - Raindrops On Roses irshi guk 381 subscribers Subscribe 77 Share 6.8K views 7 years ago 'Friends' 01-01. When grandpa went back to the hospital after the heart attack he asked about you ![]() It all just happened and suddenly it was April and I hadn’t seen you since January. There wasn’t really a conversation or even a conscience decision that caused this It didn’t hit me til I had to scroll down in my texts to find your name I don’t know why but I didn’t realize that we went really friends anymore until it had been two months since I’d just walked into your kitchen I still write out texts to you, but I never send them I was a horrible friend, a horrible person and for that I am truly sorry It hurts the most when I think of my decisions in this My gut wrenches with pain just thinking about it 61 years ago today THE SOUND OF MUSIC premiered on Broadway 'Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens.' You probably know the lyric. Even though I’m not sure what way “that way” was
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